<p>hi my college confidential discussion group colleagues. </p>
<p>i don’t know why i am even posting here. i submitted the application already, so it won’t do any good (as far as getting advice). but i think that it’ll help me a little bit mentally, no matter what happens. </p>
<p>i might be a unique case. i might not be.</p>
<p>my father was blind when i was 10. he left my mother after he received a large financial settlement. she raised us on a very meager salary. i left school after the eighth grade, never completing high school–not even a half year. in fact, i was expelled for never coming. by 15, i suffered from homeless and i was basically illiterate. i could barely read and write. along the way, a cuban family became my family. i became fluent in spanish, and they paved the way for me to have a stable life, with all the basics. they also helped me recover from self-medication; my drug and alcohol problems (i did not mention this in the essay, it’s too embarrassing). during these hard years, i didn’t know what my identity was anymore. my father is white; my mother’s grandparents were native american (i am not registered); and i was raised basically as a cuban. so i don’t know even know who i am. i wrote about most of these things. </p>
<p>eventually, i went directly into four year colleges. no community college. i think i held between a 3.33 and a 3.5 outside of where i am now. </p>
<p>so, fast forward, somehow i got to harvard college. i maintained a b+ (though it was only about a 3.32 or 3.27?) this was like the hardest thing i ever did. the kids there are so amazing. i mean, really.</p>
<p>i’m from rural west virginia. nobody in my family has ever set foot in a college. i went from the ged placement exam to making an A in a pure mathematics course at harvard college (number two math dept. in the country). and i have never made below an A- in ANY math (though, i did not want to mention this on my essay; i felt it would be obviously on my transcripts). I have taken calc, logic, math logic, etc. also, i worked almost full time through my entire college career. </p>
<p>i have letters of rec from two people that taught at harvard and an employer. </p>
<p>i worked at ibm and a bunch of other places. </p>
<p>i feel like such a jerk for even posting this stuff. i don’t want to come off as a arrogant or anything because i got a chance to go to harvard and do a year of coursework. </p>
<p>any thoughts?</p>
<p>it seems like i am way below everyone else here. so i’ll probably be the first to go…</p>