Failed first semester of college

I’m failing, I take full responsibility… I missed too many classes just to catch up on sleep that I missed from work because I need to pay for school. I wasn’t prepared to start in the fall and I wish I had known that earlier, academically things were easy… but financially, I couldn’t bare… I still don’t own a laptop. My father bailed out on me so I have to take a loan out for this year and then probably transfer. Money and this new found failure has taken a hold of me and now I’m done. I don’t think I want to go back anytime soon… honestly don’t know what to do. Any advice?