<p>I am a gates scholar and this is one of the proudest achievement in my life. I have never worked so hard for anything in my life. I am eternally grateful for this scholarship because it has allowed me to do so many things that my low financially life has not allowed me to do. I commence Bill and Melinda Gates for the many charities that they have done for college students. The financial aspect have given me so many opportunities that I would never have dream of. This is truly the best scholarship that a high school student can get. The scholarship is worth all the work and hype, and more.
However, financial aside, the scholarship is one of the ineffective national scholarship out there. The key people behind it are some of the most pretentious people out there. </p>
<p>These people talk of great things, that we are the future of America, etc, and that they have invested so much in us so that we can achieve great things. I really respect how our motto is very inspiring and give us so many hopes. But I have gotten to meet and know the people working behind the scene and I have really become much cynical ever since. Such people that I’ve met are Larry Griffith and Carlos Adrian from the African and Hispanic branch of Gates. (I don’t have any experience with the Asian and Native American branch–so I can’t say anything). They really don’t believe jack in us, and if they do, it’s more of what we can do for THEM. What we are to them are statistical numbers. They remind me of my high school principal–who never knew I existed and never bothered to learn my name, and when he suddenly found out that I was winning scholarships left and right–he tried to be BFF with me and show me around to his rival schools showing off what a great school and student body that he leads and trying to get political fame so that he can get the school board position that we was running for. He has never done anything for me, yet he was trying to ride off my success. </p>
<p>Anyways, I feel like these people are such manipulative politicians and stock investors–their whole pretentious and idealistic belief that we are, as Whitney Houston says it well, “children of the future” are just a front to make themselves look good. </p>
<p>Now I know that these are just two bad people that I happen to met, and that they are not true representative of GMS. But what bothers me is that Larry happens to be the VP of the program. His ideas are reflective of GMS itself–unfortunately. It makes me question myself–that although he was probably not the person to pick my application, what must the people behind him are like in order for them to pick me. If their ideas reflect his, am I just another pawn? </p>
<p>Don’t get me wrong–I have met many other great staffs who are caring as their motto.
And I’ve meet so many scholars my age who I know fits the motto and more. However, I just can’t help but feel jaded. These people are so out of tune with their scholarship motto --I don’t know. It feels like having a role model you look up to, until you get older and find out that they didn’t believe in the ideals that they put out, and they did it for their public image or whatever. </p>
<p>And they can do so much better with their website. It constantly crashes–and this is Bill Gate’s foundation after all. They can do so much better with their website and their customer service. Everytime, I call them, the ladies always seem to be in a rush to go the bathroom or something. They probably don’t think that these little details don’t matter–but it does in the long run. </p>
<p>Anyways, I just wanted to share my experience. Like I said, Gates is a great program and it’s a great thing what they are doing for people like me–but there’s so many ways they can improve on. And I wish more scholars would speak up about it because I know that I am not the only one feeling this way. </p>
<p>After sounding like an ingrateful basterd, I’m going to go. But I just want to share another perspective on Gates, and many other National Scholarships that very few talk about. The more you believe in people you think who are going to care, the more cynical and hurt you will get. Just believe in yourself and that’s all you need to do and thank them for financially believing in you. You will make their investment worth it, but not in that way. </p>
<p>Peace</p>