<p>Being asian, it sucks being bad at science and math. I always get either an A- or B+ in the class, and it’s my lowest sat score.</p>
<p>My friends say it’s okay because I’m great with English and the humanities… </p>
<p>How the hell am I supposed to make a living with being good in English?!? Explicate Baudelaire? Reading plays as a waiter at IHOP?</p>
<p>While my asian friends effortlessly breeze through the skills that are actually useful in today’s society, here I am. A master in something pretty much useless in today’s recession.</p>
<p>Like literally, all the industries that provide stable and well paying jobs are in STEM. Even if I went into STEM, I know I will be second-rate compared to people who are naturally skilled at that stuff. </p>
<p>Like seriously, even law has become extremely risky and extremely unstable. Business requires great skill in math. Poly sci jobs are scarce. </p>
<p>All of my “skill” at writing essays and rhetorical analysis’ is pretty much obsolete outside the academic world. Anyone can learn to write an excellent report.</p>
<p>I shudder at all of the incredibly intelligent people I hear of coming from extremely prestigious universities with degrees in the humanities, ending up completely entrapped in debt and in a complete wreck.</p>
<p>I come from a less wealthy family, so I can’t afford to pick a career where all of that college money goes to waste. </p>
<p>I hate how lives are being ruined for making a decision based off of what people are good at and what they love.
I hate this recession. </p>
<p>I hate math and science. I’m going to be major in STEM or economics, not because I want to, but because I have to. Oh, how I wish I could make a living off of what I love. Oh, how I wish liberal arts could provide a solid pathway to a career. I won’t be as mathematically skilled as all the other engineers and Asians, I will always be second rate, I won’t be doing what I love. But nothing, NOTHING is worth being in a financial train wreck. NOTHING is worth that risk.</p>
<p>I wish I was a stereotypical asian.</p>