High School Class of 2017

@GrandBudapest: I’d ignore her. She isn’t worth your time. Avoid her as much as you can within your extracurriculars, and try to display your passion for them–if she’s doing them just to spite you, she definitely won’t seem motivated.

It’s normal to experience competitive feelings; hell, I hate people I’ve never even met. And when you go to a competitive high school, it often seems like everyone around you is so much better than you are. However, know this: you bring something to the table that she doesn’t. Whether it’s in your passion or your other extracurriculars (hey, do something you love! start something you love! don’t let anything hold you back), you will stand out to colleges. Don’t worry about her, worry about yourself.

Colleges say there’s no harm in two people from the same school applying, either. And for all they know, if they only have one or two comparison points, the other people could be geniuses.

And you’ve shown improvement in your GPA, so colleges won’t hold it against you as much as they would if you consistently got low grades. You’ll be fine. Don’t worry.

@GrandBudapest that’s awful! You have to keep in mind that admission to LAC’s isn’t on a quota-per-school basis, and her acceptance to one of them doesn’t guarantee your rejection. These colleges evaluate you based on a variety of things which include, more than you’d think, personality and what you’d bring to the school. If you show who you are, show your passion for English, especially in your essays and possibly interview, you can place yourself at an advantage compared to her, especially if she’s exhibiting political, antisocial behavior like befriending officers just to become an officer (and shut you out??) and applying to schools just to spite her old friend!

People can get pretty competitive and cutthroat in the later years of high school, but just remember that you can make more allies and make the best of your situation.

Also, if she’s just applying to spite you and shut you out, chances are she isn’t truly passionate about the school, which they care about.

And I’m mostly concerned about my physics grade :confused: I should have taken AP Bio, but I love physics, so I decided to take AP Physics instead. Turns out I a) have horrible luck when testing projects, and b) can’t answer multiple choice for… well, an expletive goes here. I’m just hoping that my deficits rectify themselves before the final next Thursday.

I got home today and started coughing. Three hours later, I have a nasty sore throat and cough, and I have to keep clearing my throat! And I have two tests tomorrow! What fun!

Okay it’s just been one of those days, so here goes another long-winded half-rant (but you guys seem like a supportive bunch :slight_smile: ):

I feel so inadequate. I said I want to major in English, but do I really? Yes, I like English quite a lot, but is it really something I want to pursue in college? On top of that, am I even good enough? I’ve always gotten easy A’s in English, and in fact last year we had a research paper-type essay due in Lit. that I started the day of and submitted after three hours of work (terrible study habits last year!) I got a 100% and my teacher said it was the best one out of all his periods! Yippee! But that’s basically my only achievement, if you can even call it that, in English my whole high school career.

A week ago in my Honors American Lit. class we had a surprise in-class essay, which my teacher graded using the AP English & Composition grading scale (goes up to a 9, but the maximum she gives is an 8). Well, I only got a 7, and to be honest, I think it deserved something closer to a 5. Meanwhile, quite a few people got perfect 8’s. I know I shouldn’t be comparing myself to others, but if a supposed English major can’t even do well on an in-class essay at a STEM-focused school where the humanities classes are supposedly a joke, what does that say about my skill (or lack thereof)?

Another story: I applied last year to become a staff writer for my school’s literary magazine but got rejected! I got in this year, but once again, if I can’t even get into the literary magazine at my run-of-the-mill-in-humanities school, how do I even expect to succeed as an English major at a decent school? To be honest, I’m embarrassed to say that I hope to pursue English in the future.

I’m applying to the Iowa Young Writers’ Studio (which I got rejected from last year :frowning: ) in a few weeks and need to ask my Lit. teacher for a recommendation letter tomorrow. I don’t even speak up or participate in her class! I feel as if everything I interpret ends up being wrong! And when I do talk, half the time people don’t even understand what I say (possibly due to enunciation problems). This is one of the main reasons I want to attend an LAC – a nurturing, discussion-based, and smaller-sized class will do me wonders, I think.

The only thing that keeps me going is how many in my science classes will major in the sciences at college, even though they aren’t necessarily the best in class. Maybe the same could be said for me with majoring in English.

@GrandBudapest What do you plan to do after college (assuming you major in English)?

@GrandBudapest As someone involved in science, I can say you’re making a conclusion based off far too small of a sample set. You can’t base your entire aptitude for a subject you love based on a few classes in it (in a school where those classes may not be optimal for someone interested in it), and especially not off one practice essay grade (plus, a 7 is great, especially if you haven’t done much practice in those AP Lang essays. I got a 5 the first time, and after a ton of practice just got my first 8). Just don’t overthink it! If you love English you can major in it.

@neoking To be honest I have no idea…my mom has suggested law school but I am taking a business law course at my school right now and find it quite boring (although that may have to do with the teacher…who doesn’t teach at all).

@GrandBudapest You’re not wrong to feel that way. I have a best friend who has always been sort of an academic rival, which has mostly been beneficial since we are always pushing each other. However, when I try to do something she always tries to follow so she can keep up. She also gets mean towards me sometimes when I achieve higher scores than her. I know this isn’t quite the situation you described, but my advice (not that it means anything) is to just ignore it. How she does and what she achieves in no way makes you lesser of a student.

@photogeek I totally understand where you are at! Yesterday was the first “cold” day of the year where I live and I came home with a cough and a sore throat. Good luck on your tests and I hope you feel better!

@GrandBudapest I agree with what the others are saying, I wouldn’t feel like English is not a major you can pursue out of a few perceived failure. I am currently in AP Language and Composition and my very first essay in that class I got a 6.5. I realized that the grading of the essays can be fairly formulaic and I learned the formula. For the past few months I have scored within the 8-9 range (which I suppose for your teacher would be the 7-8 range). In these fairly standardized courses (the APs), it just takes a bit of hard work and figuring out what exactly the grader is looking for in your essay.

Hey everyone, I just moved my January SAT to May because I can’t handle the old one and I just did a new practice test to find out that my score is way better on the new scale/exam. I took the october SAT and didn’t like my score, will colleges see both my new and old score or will they just recognize my new one. And if so, how detrimental will my old score be?

@cottoncandy24 the exact same thing happened to me but it was during my sophomore year. My guess is it’ll be minimally detrimental or not detrimental at all, depending on how colleges deal with scores (much of which they don’t tell us).

Does anyone know for sure?

Yes…All in all, I have very similar stories to you guys in that I also have an “academic rival”. He tends to spite me a lot regardless of his intentions and I have a huge motivation boost when I see him achieve something that I haven’t yet. @GrandBudapest Something I learned particularly because I was always quite competitive (as a person) throughout my life is that many times, your ultimate outcome will not necessarily coincide with that of others. I used to always look up to amazing flute players (music nerd here haha) and strived to be just like them, etc. In fact, in our youth orchestra, out of 4 players, I remained last chair all year long… No matter how I evaluated myself, I was reluctant to admit that my technique, tone, and musicianship were all abismally worse than my mates. I was determined to beat them through any means necessary. Fast forward a few years, and we’ve all improved tremendously (we all made all-state) but I still have not attained my “goal” yet. However, despite this I finally realized that the competitiveness I felt will always be there but it is what it DOES to you that yields rewards. So moral of the story is: Don’t be discouraged if that girl is in fact applying to LACs you are applying to. Just do your best and it will work out in the end, because you have already come far.

I’m sad because APUSH is not being offered next year :frowning:
I’m going to get a group together to petition the board office for it. They cited low AP scores, but half the sophomores failed AP Gov last year so why would low scores have anything to do with it?
Also dreading my midterms. 2 and 4 midterms are day 1, and those are my easy classes. But 1 3 and 5 midterms are all on day 2 and that’s AP Lang, AP Calc, and AP Bio. Kill me D:

I’m entering a science fair next month and it’s stressing me out a lot. No one from my hs has done this since we don’t offer any research or encourage our students to do them. I’m being sponsored by the director of the fair and have to figure out how to write my reports, make my poster, and get all the paperwork done on my own (well, with help from what I can find on the internet). It’s so, so stressful, and on top of this, I have to finish revising a conference paper. I often wish I had school friends who had similar academic pursuits, so I wouldn’t feel alone in my endeavors–well, except for the people on CC, I can relate to you guys :slight_smile:

I’m also super stressed because I’ve started worrying about paying for college and found out that I won’t be able to go to an out of state college unless it offers super good need-based aid and is therefore super selective (HYPS, a couple SLAC’s), or gives me a full ride :frowning: My state flagship is okay and all my friends are going there but it still makes me so sad because all my hard work in hs is worth very little in terms of college unless it wins me the jackpot.

@coffeeaddicted I totally feel you about the financial aid. All of my friends are applying to UCLA (I live in the Midwest) just because it’s UCLA. I’ll probably end up going to my safety school because it’s the most financially feasible and I’ve come to terms with that this year.

Remember, the school that you go to does not define your life. We’re all greater than that :slight_smile:

@loquatical true, I’m just sad I got my hopes up about colleges I won’t be able to afford. Like I wanted to go to a really small college with great UG academics and research. I need to find a zen state similar to you and come to terms with my state flagship, or make one of the other options happen (easier said than done).

Has anyone else started getting ridiculous amounts of college email the past 2 days? I used to get maybe 1 or 2 college emails per day but the other day i started getting up to 15 a day!

@collegeready129 Same thing with me. A lot have been for (exorbitantly expensive) summer programs. I don’t bother with most email and physical letters but I read them anyway just in case.

Probably because of PSAT scores

@coffeeaddicted I feel the exact same way. I won’t be disappointed with going to my state school (UT Austin is actually considered prestigious for engineering), but it might mean that all my effort to make it into the top national schools might be worthless.

But hey, you’re doing great! And you wouldn’t want to look back a couple years from now and regret not working harder in high school (I already feel that way about my freshman year ughhh). Right now, you’re maximizing your chances and that’s all you can basically do. And try to de-stress (I use meditation haha) to make sure you stay happy!