<p>When I was a senior in high school, I thought I was at an 8 with taking AP classes, being class president, being an officer in NHS, being the yearbook editor, being in the musical, writing the brochures for the musical, building scenery for the musical, volunteering at the elementary school, and working between 10-15 hours a week. </p>
<p>Last year as a college freshman, I still thought that was how it was. I was at maybe a 6 all year between having easier intro classes (and only a couple 300-levels) and not being in class more than 12 hours a week (our writing classes are mostly 40% online). I also babysat on my days off and was able to do homework while the kids did theirs. </p>
<p>However, this year as a sophomore with more complicated and non-intro classes, I’d lower my high school 8 to a 6 and put myself at an 8 right now. I work 25 hours a week and have 16 units of partly upper-division courses. I have to study an hour every day for French as a minimum and usually more like 3 hours on days that I don’t have work. The reading for upper-level humanities courses is ridiculous (50 pages or so a night of heavily-loaded material) and, like in high school, your professors expect you to put their classes first and to go above-and-beyond even if you’re just barely keeping your head above the water. I feel like I’m constantly doing just enough to prepare for the next class. I stay up till 12 and get up at 4:30 just to finish reading that day’s materials so that I’m not lost in class. </p>
<p>So, from all that, it’s totally a perception of your reality. In high school, I worried about not understanding something for the sake of it and about doing the best in my clubs. I also would occasionally miss a quiz or test day and it wouldn’t be a big deal. Now in college, I worry about keeping up with the lecture material and worry about how I can understand and synthesize all of it for the exam or paper. As for missing a test day, forget about it. If you’re sick, bring a paper bag or box of tissues. If someone dies, be ready to email an obituary and stand up for yourself. </p>
<p>High school is hard and busy. I was so overwhelmed my last year. There’s a lot going on. But also, college will be purely stressful in a different way. There will be less things on your plate, but no one cares if you work or if you’re the president of a club. You’re expected to do your work no matter what, and it also sucks. Plus you start to question why you’re working your butt off and you start to wonder if “doing good enough” is a mantra you should adopt. </p>
<p>Just my musings for the day, lol :)</p>