<p>I auditioned for Ithaca today, while it wasn’t horrible, I know I didn’t do good enough to get in. I feel like I acted both my songs well, but I got nervous and accidentally sped the tempo of my first song up. I missed a line in my second song, but was able to jump back in, and the final high note didn’t come out very full sounding because of a bit of mucus I had in my throat. One of the judges told me purple was a nice color on me and nothing else. (I found that compliment nice but I was caught off guard) My first monologue went okay, but then I forgot a piece of my second monologue. I was able to keep pushing through though. I ended up having to re-do my first monologue from a different perspective. The woman had a smile on her face and said I did much better the second time but I had to learn to slow down a bit. Now that I write all this out I feel as if my didn’t go bad. It went horrible. Maybe because it was my first audition for college and I REALLY wanted to get in here so I psyched myself out? How do I get over this so I can do better at my next audition?</p>
<p>maybe I am just being way too hard on myself? Overall it was a really fun audition and everyone was extremely nice and funny. I think I psyched myself out because I heard all these girls with these amazing belting songs and I went in feeling as if I had a weak sound.</p>