<p>I go to a school where anything above a 3.8W GPA is top 10%, where the average SAT score for non-AP students is 1100-1300, 1450-1800 for AP students, where the average amount of AP English homework is about 2 hours a week, where 4s and 5s on AP exams are rare, etc. Simply put, my high school is neither rigorous nor competitive.</p>
<p>I had a conversation with last year’s valedictorian’s(now attends a mid-tier UC) parents and they told me that college was a lot more difficult for their child who earned all As in high school and was now earning Cs in college.</p>
<p>I aspire to attend an intellectual and rigorous school with top math/science programs and high graduate school placement but I wonder if I’m really prepared for such schools. I have always been at the top of my class in math but when it comes to English there are always those who are stronger writers than I.</p>
<p>Although I excel in math courses, my SAT score is mediocre, which only exacerbates my qualms. (But I have consistently scored high on ACT practice tests)</p>
<p>I realize that in college I’m going to be surrounded by extremely bright students who have excelled at competitive high schools and am afraid that I will not be at the same level as they are. I have heard stories of top students failing out of college and am afraid of not being able to handle the coursework.</p>
<p>I have considered going to community college but have been swayed against it from my peers and teachers who tell me to “aim high.” They think I’m going to go to a school like Caltech, MIT, Harvard, etc but I wouldn’t even consider applying. Preferably, I’d like to attend a top liberal arts college like Williams, Reed, and Carleton, but am uncertain that, if I was accepted, I would be able to thrive academically.</p>
<p>Did anyone else have these fears when going to college? How do I know if I’m genuinely ready or not?</p>