Your essays should be about things that will make the adcoms want you to be a student at their college. Your essays should not be about subjects that might make them second guess that you are a good match for their school.
I understand why you want to write about these things…but what positive happened that now enables you to consider applying to college. In my opinion, write about that.
We also have a service on this forum where folks will help you with your essays.
Maybe do a draft and have a reader give their honest feedback. Actually…you might try a couple of different essays and see which one the reader feels rises to the top.
https://talk.collegeconfidential.com/t/follow-these-steps-to-get-free-essay-feedback/3645578