<p>I was just thinking about a paper I wrote last year. For a research paper where we had to have an argument, I chose to write a paper asserting that borderline personality disorder is underdiagnosed. Before I did any reading, I wrote out all my thoughts on the topic. I had many because I was diagnosed with borderline a while ago. Ive had a lot of experience with this myself, and Ive talked to many other people diagnosed with borderline or who have family members diagnosed with borderline. I had reasoned out on my own what I thought the situation was like and why. I wrote down an argument for why I thought this (bpd being underdiagnosed) was true and then three main reasons such a thing would happen. I did a bunch of research (mainly papers I looked up through my school librarys e-reserve), and to me what I was reading seemed to suggest I was correct, so I stuck with the stuff Id originally brainstormed and made sure to cite all of my sources that backed it up. I turned the paper in. I got an A. Great. </p>
<p>But after that, I was still in the mood to keep reading. I read more and more books about borderline. About a month after I turned in the paper, I found one that also made the argument that bpds underdiagnosed, and it literally had a) the same argument for why the author believed borderline is underdiagnosed and b) the same three reasons for how this is the case/why it happens. His explanations were pretty similar to mine. I was really freaked out and tried to figure out if I had read anything in the past that fed me the ideas and then Id internalized them, but the only borderline books Id read had been memoirs that didnt focus on those topics at all. All the web sites Id gone to about it had just been about what the symptoms are, support for those who have been diagnosed with borderline, or support for family/friends of those diagnosed with borderline. Nothing Id ever read about borderline had had anything to do with those particular things. </p>
<p>I realized that if Id been my professor and had had some way to compare my paper to this book, I would 100% think it was plagiarism. The stuff this guy wrote and the stuff I wrote were just strikingly similar in content even if not in the way they were actually expressed.</p>
<p>I asked each of two of my friends with borderline what they thought of this. When I told them what Id written and what was written in the book, each one’s reaction was, Well duh, of course, anyone who has a lot of experience with this would know that stuff. Anyone would come up with what you said. That made me feel better.</p>
<p>But. A professor wouldnt necessarily see it that way. This was for an English class (he wanted us to choose whatever topic we pleased for our papers), and my English professor had no way of knowing if my ideas were the most obvious things in the world or if they were unique insights, so if hed known how similar they were to this book, telling him, But the stuff I said is easy to independently come up with! wouldnt have meant anything to him because how would he know if I was lying? He wouldnt.</p>
<p>So, that is my story. It really made me wonder how often what we think is plagiarism when it comes to copied ideas actually isnt. Some plagiarism is extremely clear, but other times Ive heard it said just that the ideas were the same so it had to be plagiarism, even if it was not intended and the plagiarist only did it because theyd internalized someone elses ideas without knowing it.</p>