<p>hi , thanks for reading and hopefully you will reply, short story but true.</p>
<p>at one point of my life i felt as if everything was placed on the board for me, and all i had to do was to walk the pieces. I was living a carefree life, and was accepted to the best h.s in my state. I guess it was the strictness at home, and my inner evil, but i eventually dropped out of h.s. I was young, and a lot of my peers were affiliated with a group and honestly, it was just cool, they seem well off with money, girls, cars. I join eventually.It took me 5 years, to wake up , from living that fantasy. i do not regret the 5 years because, i learned a lot about life that no h.s couldn’t taught me, but at the same time,my family relationship has suffered (mending has been begun) i also never experienced a lot of the normal h.s life . growing up with friends your age. the main thing was that i realized i regretted a lot of things, so the time i thought i wanted to finally put the foot down and change and fix my life, i added one thing to the things i live by. just to live life with no regrets. Therefore, my question. i feel so lost, everyone around me has better writing skills, vocabulary, and seem to know where they are going. if someone can shed some insight on my question, it be awesome = D</p>