<p>My two cents worth. I am a prof and do research for a living. </p>
<p>Obviously the OP is very bright, and surely bright enough for any academic endeavor he wants. </p>
<p>The next academic step is not going to stain a cv. No one cares about your ug on your cv. You can go to cc or whatever to start. Not an issue at all.</p>
<p>But while I think the OP has the brightness for his goals, and lots of options available to him, I’m not sure he has the personality for it (e.g. the self-discipline, the willingness to follow conventional rules). And maybe the OP isn’t sure what it takes to succeed as a teacher and researcher. I entirely agree that a lot of formal schooling, from HS through to the PhD can be boring, irrelevant, and mind-numbingly rote and banal…and its frustrating. But, unfortunately, I think if you aren’t able or willing to jump through the hoops set up by the system (regardless of how you feel about them), I think you won’t make it to your goal. Simply too many gatekeepers to please along the way. </p>
<p>Did I mention hoops? You already know about exams, essays, teachers rules. University will likely be more of the same. And going into sciences…rules of the lab, lab reports, learning many specific techniques…tons more arbitrary rule following (some of which you’ll get and understand, probably some you won’t). Add in orals, and comprehensive exams, and working with senior others towards publications. Trying to publish? No, it’s not just thinking big ideas and creativity. It’s first being someone’s peon in their lab, gradually showing responsibility with mundane stuff and working up to more interesting stuff. Same with the knowledge…lots and lots and lots of basics just to get to the ‘good stuff’. </p>
<p>Journals are extremely narrow in what they deem worthy of publishing, from format and rules of a decent journal article, to what are considered acceptable ideas (most of which are very incremental, adding a little brick to a vast body of existing work). Each field has its own very strong norms-- if you read those norms accurately and apply them, and you have a valued idea, you can publish. If you don’t, you won’t publish, no one will read your work and you’ll not be hired (or if you are hired, you’ll eventually lose your job. While research sounds all lofty and autonomous and perhaps free-spirited in creative thought… and we can watch movies and read great books about amazing discoveries…everyday life of a publishing researcher can be shockingly conservative with a ton of rule following, big and small. </p>
<p>Sure you need to be passionate and creative, but even brilliant ideas too ahead of their time are often rejected because they don’t yet “fit”. The paradigm of the day rules and if you buck the paradigm, no one will appreciate or reward your insights. If you get to tenure, you supposedly have more liberty to do what you want, since you will now have lifetime employment and the freedom to not jump through hoops anymore. You’ll have the cred to buck the paradigm. But the sad thing is those that get that far often seem to have spent so long playing by the rules that they have become socialized into the same system (and now are as conventional as those before them). </p>
<p>I don’t mean to be so discouraging and cynical. I actually quite love my career as a researcher and love the freedom and creativity. But I can also see that it requires a HUGE amount of self-discipline and willingness to play by others’ rules for the most part…just to get the privilege to one day not play by the rules. I’m not justifying the system nor saying it should be that, but it is.</p>