<p>ok…so I was deferred…
It was hard…and i was sad…and i still loved Columbia…
under the influence of alcohol, i wrote an e-mail to Columbia representative in my area…
I was like…totally rambling…
how I still wanted to go and how much I loved the school…blahblahblah
now, Columbia’s never gonna accept me RD…
oh well, i never really expected acceptance anyways…
but then, i’ll have to deal with the pain again in April…
i wish i got R so I wouldn’t have to go crazy over Columbia until April…
I don’t know…i did the stupidest thing possible…</p>
<p>No… Not the stupidest thing.</p>
<p>That dubious honour would have fallen to you had you written a rather nasty email, rambling on about the mean things you would do to him to make his life a living hell, or some such.</p>
<p>Chill. Relax. Breathe. Send some of that alcohol my way.</p>
<p>ahhh…and i went out and i was wonderin in the rain, came back, went to sleep, got up, and i’m trying to do my HW now…sorry, i finished all the alcohol…</p>