i dont deserve the best ofanyting

Applying to College
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<p>i just found out: i’m not an elc student.
i feel, no matter how tragic my past/present has been/is, but i’m starting to think there is no hope for me into ucla, ucsd, uci, ucsb… or whatever.
i probably sound really negative (i’m usually not, but you know…)
the best gpa i could possibly get is probably 3.2. (weighted i think? idont even know the difference…)
do they add points to honors too?
what am i saying. </p>

<p>i was upset how people who took reg. or honor classes got the elc…
what about pplz who took aps.
idk. im upset. and dont wanna suffer anymore.</p>

<p>i dont deserve the best ofanyting</p>

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<p>everybody’s words are so heartwarming…
i am just too upset at myself</p>

3

<p>elc…? what is that?</p>

4

<p>Uh…you aren’t notified of your ELC status until the fall of your senior year.</p>

5

<p>are you on anti-depressants???</p>

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<p>these juniors truly upset me…irritating at the least. Kid, you need to grow up and get your life together…</p>