<p>All throughout highschool I just went to class every day in fear of failing because I wanted to get into a good college. Now that I’m in a good college that I really like, I feel like im still just going to pointless repetitive classes. I’m taking math classes that I’ve already taken, taking pointless journalism and architecture classes that don’t relate to my major what so ever, and taking this grueling writing course where I spend 6+ hours on each essay and never produce a product good enough for the teacher. All the time and effort put into each class just seems to be a waste of time. I’m having fun in the college atmosphere but when in comes to doing work I really just don’t see the point in it anymore. By the way, I’m writing this instead of my essay because I already know I’m going to fail it. I understand that degree’s are hard to earn and they aren’t just given out but I just can’t see the point in college right now. I’m a freshmen right now and maybe its just all overwhelming but I can’t find any motivation to actually keep going with this for 4+ years.</p>
<p>The first semester is an adjustment from high school for everyone. The expectations are different, as is the structure and the environment. Yes, it’s stressful now, but you’ll get the hang of it.
For classes that feel like repeats: you may learn something new toward the end of the semester, and if not, think of it as a nice refresher for the future classes that will use this content.
For seemingly pointless gen-ed classes: Grit your teeth and get through it. Everyone takes some of these classes that they don’t see the point of. Try to find something interesting in it or related to what you’re studying that makes it worthwhile. If no success with that, it’s not like you’re majoring in it. You’ll be through with the course in December.
For the difficult English class: I know the sense of frustration, of feeling like you can’t get a handle of what they actually want from you. Have you talked to the professor and asked for specific feedback on your essays? Otherwise, your school probably has a writing center, where you might be able to also find tutors who have taken this professor before.</p>
<p>Also, things will get better. It will not be 4 years of difficult classes you don’t see the point of. Once you get past the general education classes and into stuff relating to your major and your interests, it will get much more interesting and you’ll probably find you have much more motivation. Step 1: get through this semester.</p>
<p>You go to college to get a degree and get a job. Your fulfillment/learning/purpose/whatever is secondary. Keep that in perspective, get good grades, and have fun.</p>