I feel that I kinda failed the College Admissions Process

That being said, it appears that OP is having a case of “buyer’s remorse”.
There is almost nothing OP cannot achieve after doing well at a top- 40 LAC.

One can get into good grad/professional schools, if desired. And after attending if OP doesn’t like it there he/she can transfer. In my family we have both of these cases.
No permanent tragedy befell either of them.

@retiredfarmer I don’t blame you haha! While it is not Air Force, it is one of the other three listed (I guess it doesn’t matter which because all three are great to me!).

Good advice so far for OP.

I just wanted to say that I think you will rock it at the college you have chosen! Believe in yourself and good luck!