You said it “suck at social situations” thats the crux of it. Everything feels awkward you are probably quiet a wee bit or alot a bit insecure too. You will figure it one day.
I have 2 daughters 17 and 18 polar opposites one can go into any room, job, or group laugh, make small talk, and ultimately make friends. My wife jokes and says “Oh those poor unsuspecting souls she going to suck the life out them!”
The other daughter (smarter) too self conscious how do I look, Im not wearing color, my hair isnt perfect, what if they are smarter, they didnt smile, I dont think they like me, she always makes friends, but of the typical introvert sort…3-4 really close friends and thats about it.
Best of luck take a risk be a better version of you daily!!