<p>I’m very unsettled and unhappy right now. Since Freshman year I’ve been jumping back and forth from out of state universities to my home state university and wasted time taking a semester off trying to find myself. I’m back home at my state university and I promised my family and friends that I was staying here for good until I graduate. </p>
<p>I’m just so miserable though. The semester just started and I’m already anxious and feeling like I need to get out. I can’t stand being back home and living with my parents. I hate this city and I’ve wanted to get out since high school but I keep getting pulled back here. I don’t have a major, I’m lacking credits, I have no idea what I’m doing or what I’m working towards.</p>
<p>Sure I can make straight A’s, but I have no passion or drive. I just want to find something that excites me. My parents expect me to major in economics or biochemistry - something that’s going to lead to a lucrative career or grad school. I want to, but I just don’t want to stay here. I feel like I’m wasting my life away. I’m bored of everyone here, I want to get out and experience the world. </p>
<p>So I want to pack my things and move to San Francisco. I want to apply to both Academy of Art University and San Francisco Art Institute (Not the chain college!). They both seem like decent schools. Then I can major in graphic design or some type of art. I’ve been doing graphic design since middle school, I love it, and I could see myself being perfectly happy making a career out of it. Or maybe even fashion. I just want to do something cool and exciting. I know I sound immature, but I’m not. I’m 20 years old, I’m sick of wasting my life in places I don’t want to be, I just want to do what I want to do.</p>
<p>So is leaving and going to art school a good decision? I’m worried about not being able to make money or find a job afterwards, but are there really a lack of jobs in creative fields? I feel like if I’m good enough then finding work shouldn’t be hard. I just want to start my life and go somewhere new. What do you think? Should I just take the dive and do it? I’m seriously considering dropping out of this semester and leaving right now. I just need to get out!!!</p>