Well, I feel like I keep on coming to crossroads. I’ve come into college believing I could have a knack for Pharmaceuticals, until my first college Chem and Bio classes really knocked me out hard. Thus, I’m currently planning to switch over to Health Sciences.
However, I’m now feeling let down, again. I got my score from my first health science test back, and wow, I did worse than I thought I end up doing. (This test was followed the day after I had my first Social Psych exam, which I barely prepared for to get ready for my health science test more.)
It’s just a lot more pressure on me now because my GPA greatly fell under from spring semester, which caused me to lose my school scholarship and honors program status, so I’m trying to use this semester to recuperate my academic records. But now, I really don’t know if I can make it. I have so much regrets from not thinking things through to begin with. (O yea, I’m currently a second year at Stony Brook University, although I should have selected some other school to enroll in to begin with, sigh.)
I do wanna graduate early. I’ve accumulated so much credits I can be a junior next semester already. (I am currently taking 19 credits of courses, which is such a gamble.)
I’m pretty much stuck. I no longer know if I rly wanna continue to pursue health sciences anymore. I have to graduate with some kind of “science” degree according to my family ethics/standards. I’m not certain what I can salvage anymore to meet my graduation goal, because it’s too late to start over from a clean slate at this point. I’m not sure what I’m capable of anymore at this point.
Sigh, I got really distressed writing all my thoughts down, I don’t know if I got anything left to say. If you have any questions for me to understand how I can be helped, feel free to comment below. Thank you.
(If this thread is in the wrong forum, please move it, thank you.)