I screwed up big time.

Growing up, my siblings and I were always ahead of our peers in school. We were talented in many ways and considered “nerds”, even though I would hardly describe us as that. I recently moved to the States and I am attending university. When choosing a major, I decided that I was tired of school, tired of being called a nerd, so I naively chose a “bird” major- Hospitality and Tourism Mgnt. I had no idea what the point of university was. Eventually, 2 years in, I got so disgusted with the program that I switched to business law. Then, I realized if I continued with this major I would have to take an extra year so I switched again, this time to Human Resources. I’m taking 8 courses next semester to graduate in the four years.
All of my friends back home have gotten accepted into European and Asian medical and engineering schools. What the hell!! Why couldn’t I have been more focused??My uni transcript is so messy, switching my major three times, switching from part-time to full-time studies, and two Ds. I threw away my future. Human Resources is such a stupid degree too. I might graduate with a 3.1ish GPA (optimistically a 3.4 ish)? What are my options for grad school? I’m open to any and all options.

Well what do you actually WANT to do? What kind of degree are you looking for in grad school?