i think im going to kill myself

<p>i cancelled my May SAT score 15 minutes ago. i went on collegeboard to register for the June SAT. deadline is today. the nearest test center is in another state.
can someone please give me some advice on what to do.
at first i planned on studying over the summer for all my SAT II’s and taking them in October, November, then December. but now i want to take the SAT I in october, but then will i have to take 2 SAT II’s on the same day, then? :frowning:
or should i just not take the SAT I again? on the March SAT i got a 2250, but i reallllllllly want at least a 2300. you know why? because my gpa SUCKS LIKE HELL. i also have no extracurriculars, no volunteering, im probably going to get sucky ass recommendations, etc.
so the SAT scores are really all that i have. i don’t plan on getting into an ivy, but i really want a full scholarship to at least a SUNY.
someone please help me :((</p>

<p>chill.</p>

<p>the 2250 is great. live with it, stop freaking out, and start working in school. you’re obviously quite intelligent, and you have more than 1/4th of high school in front of you.</p>

<p>You need to edit the title of this thread, or ask a moderator to do it ASAP. Too many people have been affected by suicide for you to be throwing that phrase around so glibly.</p>

<p>Volunteer this summer, try to intern etc. for ECs. If you want to take SAT again, go ahead and take it in Oct. Then take your SAT IIs in November. If you do well in the class, it’s a good idea to take SAT II at the end of the class so it’s fresh. But, if you can’t take SAT II in June, fall is fine. You can take 2 SAT IIs in one day. I think they’re only about an hour each.</p>

<p>Also, as you are choosing your classes for next year, see if you can take a class with a teacher you have had in the past. That way, you have half a year to show them how much you have matured since the last time you were in their class. Maybe that will improve the recommendation letter…</p>

<p>Calm down. You are overthinking it. Talk to your parents, a trusted friend or a counselor. You did well the first time. Everything will be ok.</p>

<p>2250 is a very decent score, no?</p>

<p>Chill, buddy. Don’t stress too much. You’re obviously a uber-intelligent student, and that 2250 is great. It’ll get you where you want to go. And GPA is very subjective to colleges; Extracurriculars are too. You have nothing to freak about. Try to start putting effort in your grades now, and you’ll be fine. We know you can, because a 2250 SAT speaks to your intelligence and on-the-spot thinking. </p>

<p>And yes, por favor, change the title of the thread :slight_smile: . Many uber-accomplished students seriously consider suicide, and it’s a very believable and real thing; don’t scare us with appearing to be desperate. You are fine.</p>

<p>Taking two subject tests in one day is no big deal. They let you take three for a reason.</p>

<p>Are you seriously *****ing over a 2250? LOLOLOL</p>

<p>wowowowowowow.</p>

<p>First world problems.</p>

<p>Scratch that.</p>

<p>Collegeconfidental problems</p>