I want to change when I go to college, be more of a man

<p>A few other random things to consider:</p>

<p>As to your appearance, remember that women have different tastes in male physiques. Yes, exercise and be healthy; but the bulked-up, rippling mucscle standard is not necessary to attract all women. The thin, lean man type and the long-distance runner body both have plenty of female fans. </p>

<p>For a quick boost of self-confidence, consider your posture. Take a look at how a military officer holds his body, and realize that the positioning of the head, shoulders, and back not only exudes confidence to others, but also affects the inner sense of confidence. Stand with your back and heels against a wall. Press your shoulder blades fully against the wall. Make your back hold yourself to your full height. Head up and chin out. Practice walking gracefully with that posture until you no longer have to think about it and that just becomes the way that you hold your body. </p>

<p>Yes, find activities on campus where you will engage with others outside of the classroom and dorm hall, but don’t spread yourself too thin. Don’t cheat your academics in pursuit of a new image. Becoming a regular, contributing member of a handful of activities can pay off more than being an irregular, casual participant in twenty organizations. Remember, success and commitment can be hot, as well as wise.</p>

<p>Since your social life has been limited by circumstances in high school, I have a reading assignment for you. “You Just Don’t Understand Me” by the linguist, Deborah Tannen. It’s an interesting look at gender differences in communication styles that can get you thinking about how you relate to your own and the opposite sex. </p>

<p>And, most of all, remember to be kind to others and to yourself. Even more important than discovering how best to be a man or how best to be a woman is the pursuit, for all of us, of how to be the best person that we can be. Good luck to you in your pursuit of that goal.</p>

<p>If you don’t want to tell your mom about seeing a doctor for your voice - wait till you get to college. Then try the college health clinic where you might get some basic answers without her knowledge. </p>

<p>As to making friends: BE a friend. Ask questions (people love to talk about themselves,) listen, show a sense of humor about your slight stature, get involved in stuff. It sounds like you’re smart - form a study group, offer help if you see someone struggling with, say, math. All that and an occasional ice cream party in your dorm - you’ll be a hit. And yes, you will be a man.</p>

<p>A friend of mine was, physically, a lot like you when he went to college. A visit to the doctor revealed that he had not started puberty yet (at 17). A course of testosterone solved that problem - his voice changed, his body filled out and he gained a lot of self-confidence. Go visit the campus clinic when you get there and they will refer you. And, if you are 18, you will not need to discuss any of this with your parents.</p>

<p>And I agree with a lot of the advice on this thread. Find a club or two to join, be outgoing, try to be “friends” with girls instead of trying to meet girlfriends.</p>

<p>Being strong and having a deep voice is not the end all be all of “manliness.” Be a good person first. Knowing what you enjoy and are good at helps a lot. What do you want to be good at? Do those things.</p>

<p>A lot of girls are looking for a man who is considerate. So be that man. You don’t have to change your physical appearance (except to be clean, so that you don’t smell bad). You just have to think about the girl’s wants and needs, as well as your own. </p>

<p>For example, never let a female friend walk home alone late at night.</p>

<p>They don’t like it because they don’t feel safe (if nothing else, a woman walking alone is more likely to be hassled by drunks, and college campuses at night are full of drunks).</p>

<p>So offer to walk back to their dorm with them. They will appreciate it, and you will get a chance to have a pleasant conversation on the way, which may help you and the girl to get to know each other better.</p>

<p>One of the biggest things that attracts us to people is confidence. Don’t mistake this with arrogance. This is why it is common that when we do find ourselves in a relationship we are suddenly at no loss for offers…this is because we become more relaxed and confident. Life is good, we have a partner, and we feel good about ourselves, we are fun to be around. Try to be that person while looking for friends. Easier said then done, I know. You’ve gotten good advise. Stay out of the ‘friend zone’ with a girl you are very interested in…that’s really hard to break out of. </p>

<p>The good news is everyone will be starting new. Everyone is a little nervous even if they don’t seem like they are. The first few weeks everyone will be open to meeting new people and making lots of friends so this is a great time for you. Try lots of activities. I also agree, if you choose to drink do so in moderation. Some girls are very uncomfortable with a loud drunk guy. It can be a real turn off.</p>

<p>College is where many come into their own. Our son was a bit of a lone ranger in high school. He had it easier than it seems you have because he was an athlete. But beyond that, he was “too smart” and didn’t get involved in the party scene. College was wonderful for him, socially (he didn’t go Greek and had to keep a lid on things because of a tough major, but he has a core group of really tight friends and many more casual friends).</p>

<p>If you are genuinely interested in others and are laid back and generous with your smiles, the rest will take care of itself.</p>

<p>Discover and develop genuine interests. The discovery part will have you attending meetings, performances, etc. Be open; be interested. Then gradually get more deeply involved in a few things. When you talk about something you care about, it shows. It is appealing.</p>

<p>Think about joining your dorm’s IM team in something: soccer, tennis, anything that you can even sort of play. Then be a good-natured team mate. You don’t have to be really good, you just have to try, be able to laugh at yourself and support the others.</p>

<p>Manliness: comes in so many forms! Healthy is attractive. Friendly is attractive. Smart is attractive. Considerate (not sappy, but aware of others) is attractive.</p>

<p>This sounds cliche, doesn’t it? But it really does work this way.</p>

<p>Whatever else you do, don’t even think about using steroids or HGH off the street!</p>

<p>one of my now best friends…looked about 15 when we started college. I admit I liked her, and realized she was nice and bright but I also ignored her. I was busy running around with the faster crowd at that age and I matured early physically.<br>
She was constantly mistaken for a prefrosh visiting campus from high school, and callous young people like myself would sometimes not take her seriously in the first months of college. She discovered she was missing ovaries and would not be able to have children when she finally saw a specialist. She started on hormone therapy and caught up with everyone within a year in her appearance as an older teen/early 20s person. She adopted three children…one of them is my godson. She is a tenured professor at a good university, published and respected and she travels the globe. By her senior year in college, she was confident enough to travel overseas solo. She taught me to cook and we raised our children together with get togethers over the last thirty years. Now by the way, she looks a lot less wrinkled and old than her age peers. She looks almost as old as the rest of us, but she will always look a tad younger</p>

<p>One of my other best friends had to leave a public high school because she was so tiny and was getting tromped on, and the pediatrician thought she might never grow at all after looking at xrays of her joints etc. (this was in the 70s so nothing I tell you is really relevant to today’s science)
She and I are currently the same size. She just matured much later. The doctor’s dire predictions about her future status as a very small woman were incorrect. </p>

<p>Get a physical check up…our sons got 18 year old pre college check ups with their pediatricians and I was not in the room with their doctors. They were encouraged to use their pediatricians as private advisors sans parents in their teen years. Ask to get a referral or a hormone level check. Tell your mother you want to know that there is nothing to be done if you must accept your size and voice as they are… if she has to be told since you are on her health care plan. </p>

<p>It is weird to be on your parent’s health care for a long time but in today’s economy with Obama’s adjustment for young adults, you can opt to stay on a family plan till you are the age of 26 if you are working a job without health care coverage. We even put our Duke grad son on our health care the year he was 24-25 so he could avoid paying premiums out of his paltry paychecks. He has since made it onto his own health care plan and gone solo financially but </p>

<p>One way to change…is to change how you relate to your parents some. Ask for support and for respect and also for some privacy. In this economy you could be on their payroll for health care longer than seems natural so be honest with them but also start setting some boundaries.</p>

<p>In our household we expect each son to call home once a week and to be informative and polite, and to provide information that any parent would like to hear about no matter what. We however do not expect responses to texts and daily updates or to be their BFFs or Facebook friends. If we send an email that requires a response, we indicate that we would like a response ASAP. Otherwise, we try to just let them go and we look forward to those weekly visits. </p>

<p>One technique that I am suggesting…is that you set up a routine with your parents if they tend to be intrusive. They can “count” on a Sunday afternoon call weekly for instance. They can count on your remembering family birthdays with nice cards in the mail. They can count on you bringing gifts on major holidays that are thoughtful. If you get “ahead” of intrusive parents and fulfill a sort of schedule, you are in a stronger position to get them out of your hair on a daily basis. </p>

<p>I used to be a therapist. We always had a couple of patients who were too anxious and would call in the middle of the night with non emergency issues. We finally learned to say…“The therapist on call will phone you at 11pm to check on you”…this eliminated the 3am ridiculous call that the patient might have made out of anxiety or loneliness.</p>

<p>Same thing with parents. You initiate, you set up a routine, you respect their need to know but within boundaries that they will become accustomed to accept as normal. Don’t let them get you into having to respond to them on a daily basis, except in matters of finance, special occasions or real need. Set the boundaries early, take charge of being a good communicator and teach them that you also need days without them in your world weekly. </p>

<p>good luck…remember this is a process…congrats at least on your hard work in high school as it will give you the blessing of a good education. It is right and good now to focus on your emotional and social being while you also treat classes like a real paying job…you are correct in believing that the 20s should be about making friends that will last as you age up. so many good wishes!</p>

<p>How much are you eating. The most important part of working out is eat eat eat! You should be downing 500+ calories over your caloric matinence. And that is if you have a slow metabolism…</p>