<p>and how do i know that if i have the capacity to get into ivy or not?! i mean, am like too determined to get into one, although sometimes i think i make goals which are superficial, but then am like i (will) work hard enough to get into one! and its so confusing, i REALLY do want to get into one, but i DUNNO if I CAN?.. ermm… how do i explain that?! :</p>