It seems that will be my only choice unfortunately. Most of them are low-quality. They mostly tend to teach things(very limited research, they take things easy, not any hard challenges). But still an option.
It’s very hard to get admitted(have to pass some hard off-topic subjects like Arabic-lang for any major), but once you get in, it will be very easy to graduate. Not good at all.
@DadOfJerseyGirl really appreciate your time writing this, and yes they are all logical and fair points you mentioned.
It just feels very bad as everyone encourages you to just give up, IDK, maybe my time has passed, and I’d better cool down.