<p>BigWillyStyle. I totally agree with you. Of course I made “chance me” threads as well but none of them made me feel better. After seeing all these people that were in a million ECs and had 800s on everything…I seriously felt average and mediocre. I’ve always been pessimistic anyway 
Had WAYY too much self-doubt. </p>
<p>But I was preparing myself for a rejection or a deferral at the best so when I got accepted, I think I almost died of happiness and shock! haha</p>