<p>No I understand you completely, preamble. I get the feeling of having worked hard, and almost feeling a letdown when you realized it all might be for naught, and you might end up just being mediocre. I get that; as a matter of fact, I feel that constantly.</p>
<p>But in the end, you have to keep things in perspective. You will never be the best. And there is no point in being the best. Instead, focus on learning, not rote memorization, enjoying, not cramming, and understanding. That is what you will take with you out of high school, not some ******** rank.</p>
<p>At the same time however, I know that it creates a sort of inferiority complex when you see other people with valedictorian, 2400, cure for cancer, etc. But just focus on yourself: live your own life, and all things will fall into place. And I don’t mean by “God’s grace,” I mean that if you have faith in yourself, and focus on what you want in life, then you will go far. How do you think most of our billionaires rise? Not from cramming to become valedictorian. They were the people who focused on excellence, instead of “winning.” And success inevitably followed them.</p>
<p>What I’m trying to say is, stop worrying about external expectations and live. Stop caring whether some dip**** has a 100.47 average while you only have a 96. That doesn’t matter, and will never matter. Just focus on yourself and your own life, and you’ll be fine, in college apps and also, the future.</p>
<p>Preamble man, I see you making all these insightful threads in the featured discussions, so I expected a slightly higher degree of self-awareness than average from you. I am disappointed bro (LOL only kidding of course…I was probly much worse at your age).</p>