<p>After having a good undergraduate education in Middle Eastern Studies from a respected public institutions, including 2 study abroads, developing advanced proficiency in Arabic, conducting research in the region, having my senior thesis featured by university, and graduating undergrad with a 3.8…I made a mistake - the biggest mistake of my life.</p>
<p>I should have followed my heart as I knew I wanted to be a Historian of the Middle East. That being said, I was pressured to do something “practical” and went to law school…a good one, but by no means Harvard. Needless to say, the law was not for me. I realized that after my first year as I hated the subject matter and my grades were pretty lousy, so I am a drop out. On top of that, law schools grade on a forced curve so my GPA would have been better at a school that has a higher set median GPA. I was also working close to full time during my 1L year - another big mistake.</p>
<p>As I finish up my grad school applications, this huge blemish on educational history is starting to give me quite a bit of anxiety. Will I be able to get into Masters/Doctoral Programs in Middle East Studies or Middle Eastern History? I’m applying to both MA and PhD level although my ultimate goal is the PhD.</p>
<p>For the schools that want statement of interest, I address it and try to explain it while taking responsibility, but I am unsure as to how they will view it and the best way to phrase it.</p>
<p>For schools that want research proposals, I may just send in an addendum to my application to explain the situation.</p>
<p>Needless to say, I am worried that dropping out of law school and having an abysmal 2.7 Law School GPA will end any hope for an MA program, let alone a PhD program. Or that if I do get into a terminal MA and apply on to PhDs when done, there still won’t be any hope. If only I could turn back time.</p>
<p>Help!</p>