@PhotographerMom @ThacherParent @GMC2918 @Springflower13 (sorry I didn’t answer these before i was pretty busy and didn’t have time to check). The school has allowed me to go on medical leave for the rest of the term and i most likely will not be coming back next term. The school guidance counselor strongly reccomended that I not come back, so I will be transfering to either my public highschool or a day school to finish the year. Although it will not be an easy adjustment after being at this school for 1 1/2 years, I know it will be better for my mental health. My parents were hesistant to pull me out but the school actually strongly reccomended that I leave. I am starting seeing my old therapist next week who will decide if I should go back on anti-depressants or some other kind of medication. I know that transfering schools at this point in my highschool career isn’t the best idea but the school and my parents and I decided that it was the best thing for me to do. I wish I was strong enough to make it through another year but I just couldn’t do it, I was really really suffering at that school. Thank you to everyone for all the advice 
it means alot to me to know that I have support in this <3 also, sorry I did not tag everyone.