<p>Lolholler, I can promise you that there will be times when you WILL be dissatisfied with whatever choice you make but this is NOT you being worrisome. This is the human condition. I know that sounds awful but hear me out. Some of the people on this forum know exactly what they want to do, but even they will have their doubts. In your case, you want lots of different things and no one school can possibly mirror your complexity. </p>
<p>It’s true that some options rule out other options, yes, but it’s also true that there can be different ways to get to the same place. Moreover, you have to expect that you will learn things and change as a result and even if we could tell you who you are now, that answer wouldn’t be true in a couple of years anyway. </p>
<p>There are no guarantees. You just have to give it your best shot.</p>