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<p>OP, please do not be ashamed of who you are. At this age, as college graduation approaches, you are probably dealing with many other issues, and that contributes to your emotional turmoil. I agree with the posters who suggested moving to places where you will find much less prejudice. I’d add Seattle to your list, and on top of being gay-friendly, it is a great place to live.</p>