<p>I haven’t posted too much on this board. I’ve been lurking mostly because all the answers I needed were already on the threads so I didn’t have many new questions to pose and up until now I certainly had no advice to give. But now that I have been through this process as a transfer student, I wanted to share my experiences. There aren’t too many transfer testimonies on this site, so I want future students or even in case your freshman decide to transfer to know that it is possible. Anything’s possible.</p>
<p>My parent’s didn’t fully support me going into MT for school. They are very supportive parents, but I have always done very well in school and they wanted “more for me.” Ultimately it was my choice, but we all know how a parent’s hinting and unease can sway a teenager. Besides, they were paying a substantial portion of my college bill. I wasn’t entirely giving up on theatre going to Loyola. I planned to find something “rational” to major in and then get theatre enrichment in Chicago. It seemed like the perfect compromise.</p>
<p>It wasn’t. I found a voice teacher in the city and I made contact at local theaters and I got involved in theatre, ballet, and choir at my school, but everything was so segmented and separate and surface level. I spent more time trying to put together some semblance of a performance education than I actually spent getting educated. Truthfully, I got little out of it but frustration. When my mom visited parent’s weekend she saw through the forced smile and offered to let me transfer.</p>
<p>The rest I did on my own. Well, not entirely. I had a mentor back in Kansas who I called and emailed. My voice teacher had a little less than a semester’s experience with me, but she did what she could. And I had this forum. But I had to find professors to write rec letters and they barely knew me. I had to coordinate with my highschool and past teachers and other schools I had credits from to send documents and recs. I had to search plays and scores to find audition materials. I had to plan my travels. And I was alone in Chicago. The advice I recieved from these boards proved so valuable. You have no idea.</p>
<p>The hardest decision of all of this was to return home at semester. I was facing starting over as a freshman MT and I couldn’t really afford 5 years of college. This was so tough because I was building up a good rapport with my voice teacher and I had made friends and i LOVED Chicago. But it was such a wise choice. I replaced my freedoms for financial security and a community college education that I felt less guilty skipping out on occasionally to travel for auditions. </p>
<p>By the time I came home I had already prepped everything for my auditions. I went to FSU and to Unifieds alone. I stayed on the floor of my friend’s dorm room in Chicago, not in the Palmer House. I sat around at auditions hearing parents talk about CC and wishing mine even knew what that was. I heard senior girls belting their lungs out and wished I had done that the year before. I felt like an outsider entirely. It was tough. </p>
<p>I’m not saying this for glory…I’m saying this to prove that it is possible. I auditioned for 9 schools…I got in to 4. 3 accepted me as a freshman, something I was already prepared for and willing to take on, and one accepted me as a sophomore, an unexpected blessing. I ended up researching my options very closely and calling and asking questions and thinking hard about what I needed and found a brilliant fit. Seriously. I could not have asked for a better match in Florida State. Which is good because I don’t want to transfer again. It was the hardest thing I’ve ever done. But here’s one thing I do know, It was also the most real learning experience I have ever had. </p>
<p>Sure, it would have been easier to have done this the first time around or if I had more help but I know with 100% certainty what I want. I have learned that nothing can replace my desire to do MT because I tried that path. I have learned to trust my gut. I knew nothing about FSU before fate got involved and a gut feeling got me interested. When I faced 4 spectacular options for school I had to trust where my feelings and fate were leading me. (you can PM me for details about how/why I chose FSU) My color coded lists stopped being effective after auditions…as far as pro-con lists go, I think feeling is what it needs to come down to. </p>
<p>I would not wish transferring on anyone, but I also would not wish a bad college experience on anyone. If you know what you want, go for it. It will be tough, but you will appreciate the outcome infinitely more than people who found their way more easily. And only good things can come from knowing yourself in the infinite manner that you will after putting yourself through this kind of a life-changing experience. I do not regret my freshman year or begrudge my family for not being stage parents. This was my path. They were supportive in their own way. My mom told me while I was going through all of this that I have always taken my own path. She said it only fit that I was taking my own path this time too. I find who I am when I follow my own path. There are many different paths to the end we all want to achieve. Find yours and fight for it. Don’t worry if it seems inconvenient or improbable or against the grain. Look up John Lloyd Young, Kristin Chenoweth, and Sutton Foster’s educational history and you will see how there are truly many means to the end. And that’s what I love so much about this business: we are the business. If we don’t trust ourselves and do things that are best for us, how can we survive in a career that will rely on those abilities and instincts? You are your greatest asset. Love it, know it, and fight for it. Others may discourage you, but with passion and direction and knowledge of what is right for you, anything’s possible.</p>