man i dont feel alive anymore

<p>the world doesnt seem real anymore’</p>

<p>where am i?
im so dizzy</p>

<p>wow</p>

<p>i pulled like several all nighters last week and went on calorie restriction</p>

<p>i think i feel werid</p>

<p>yeah</p>

<p>its’ a short path of light, then eternal darqness once again
who am i</p>

<p>uh yeah, the world is uncaring, unfeeling
it’s like im in a mmorpg</p>

<p>at least i can interact with nonppl very easily
like kill monsters or something
its so hard to level up</p>

<p>what am i doing</p>

<p><a href=“http://www.vampirefreaks.com%5B/url%5D”>www.vampirefreaks.com</a></p>

<p>^ lol.
I was about to take this thread seriously until I saw that IK posted it. the quality of his thread has really dwindled…</p>

<p>Around this time last year, some guy shot a bunch of people at a university in Montreal, Canada. He was apparently a prominent member of vampirefreaks.com</p>

<p>What’s the point of random all-nighters?
You’ll have to make up the sleep anyway, and doing work without sleep makes your work much less effective.</p>

<p>I am rather concerned for you. Despite not being your girlfriend. =/</p>

<p>an interesting article ([source](<a href=“http://health.ucsd.edu/news/2000_02_09_Sleep.html]source[/url]):”>http://health.ucsd.edu/news/2000_02_09_Sleep.html)):</a></p>

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<p>More [url=<a href=“Sleep deprivation - Wikipedia”>Sleep deprivation - Wikipedia]effects[/url</a>] of sleep deprivation.</p>

<p>intriguing, it affects arithmetic problems more so than verbal problems</p>

<p>anyways sleep debt is always less than the amount of sleep you lose. points of all-nighters:
(1) they’re the best short-term treatment for depression/anxiety
(2) i need time to study, and i don’t have enough time by the number of hours i go by anyways
(3) effects vary from person to person; evidently some people are not particularly effected by random all-nighters
(4) i’m less distractible during the night</p>

<p>i felt like utter crap last weekend and early today. i slept for like 10 hours over the last few days. i didn’t feel that way last week at all, when i was pulling several all-nighters.</p>

<p>besides, it’s something to do, since reading math and wikipedia articles all day isn’t stimulating enough, so sleep deprivation makes me have to do something extra without sacrificing my behinded-ness in math/science</p>

<p>obviously it is subjective but im just trying things out</p>

<p>and concurrent calorie restriction + low glycemic index foods => reduces impact of sleep deprivation on blood sugar</p>

<p>so you are randomly depriving yourself of sleep for fun.
whatever floats your boat, i guess.</p>

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<p>sleep 6 pm-2 am, work 2 am - 6 am or some similar schedule</p>