@BeccaW444 as a parent I’m not sure what your situation is with your parents/guardians being involved in your application process, but can you sit down with them and discuss your doubts and get some help /encouragement from them? Not that people on cc aren’t helpful because they are but I feel like as a senior in this mess that is the MT process you need some family or friend advice in real time not just online. I know people here can suggest schools and that’s awesome but sometimes you need to sit down with some trusted adults and discuss your situation , get advice etc. I applaud you for doing this process on your own if you are as it is a beast for sure! Lol just a thought from a mom 