MT school help general! stressed out here!

No matter what you decide going forward from this point - and I think all the above posters are spot on - it does not have to determine a straight line path for the rest of your life. Regardless of where you end up next fall, you CAN change your mind. I DO believe you should see this early part of this plan all the way through. If you give up now, you’ll have a lot of “what ifs”. If you see it through to the end, it will be crazy, heartbreaking, exhilarating, exhausting, stressful, maybe terrifying at times, but you will KNOW you’ve got at least some of what it takes to survive and be successful in this field. If you get into a “right fit” program - whether BFA, BA, double major, minor - those next four years will also help you grow and support you as you strengthen your wings on the way to “flying” whatever path you choose - even if it changes along the way. Go into this with an open mind - and listen to your heart. Be prepared to develop guts of steel.