Hey OP, regarding your last post - just so you know, parenting can be the most difficult and challenging thing we’ve all done. At the end of the day, we all just want the best for our children, and we also want our children to be the best that they can be. Sometimes to adolescent and young adult children, those motives do not come out clearly, and sometimes we overreact or say/do things that seem counter to such motives - none of us are perfect either.
My wife and I have had many conversations over his past senior year about whether our S is ready for college, and having doubts whether we should send him. Never had we been close to actually pulling the opportunity from him, we just need to discuss our concerns openly with each other.
Like many others have suggested, you are doing just fine, actually you’re doing great in a difficult program at a rigorous, nationally-known university. Go back to school in a few weeks, and just keep doing what you are doing and you will be fine. And your parents will be proud of you.