My Rant

[shagpin]

<p>DISCLAIMER: Basically if you are going read this you will be reading a long, horribley bad written boring story about stuff that is really only important to me and in the long run, probably wont matter. I just needed to get it off my chest somewhere. </p>

<p>Basically there is no more room for me with my freinds. I’ve been best freinds with a girl named Chelsea, then we dated for a year and half. We broke up a couple months ago and everything was fine. But then things have started to change.</p>

<p>Now I really have no freinds that I can hang out with. Nearly everyone I know is involved with someone else for just kicks. It can just be platonic, the point is their relationship is closed for someone else to come in. Chelsea is a prime example. I used to be her freind. Now shes hella bonding with Brandy and *<strong><em>ing Ryan. This makes it so that she has no room for me. Perhaps Im an annoying son of a </em></strong>, but I highly doubt it. Now she detests hanging out with me. So I need to look elsewhere for people to hang out with. </p>

<p>However, everyone I know is dating other people. Thats fine, I happy for them whatever. That means Im essentially the third wheel. This doesnt allow a close as an relationship as Id like. And I understand that. They will always want to hang out with their boyfreind/girlfreinds constantly and not with me. I dont begrudge them in any way, shape or form. </p>

<p>The couples that are sexually interested in eachother are cooper/lindsay, ellyn/mylan, and jessica/alan. They are probably in love with eachother and it *<strong><em>ing sucks. I am completely out of loop. The other relationships that I have to fight with in order to hang out are extreme platonic ones. Those are a little bit harder to describe but are just as hard to enter. A really good example is Lauren and Christy. They both like eachother so much that it seems like that they really have no need for anyone else. I think the same is going to happen for Chelsea and Brandy. Except I feel sorry for Brandy. The relatioship between Brandy and Chelsea will not be an equal one, I think. Instead its more like Brandy is Chelsea’s doll. She does pretty much everything Chelsea wants to do. Another one is Ryan and Chelsea. This relationship is more recripocal than chelsea and brandy. However, I think it will do far more damage to chelsea. Chelsea is feeding of off Ryan and that is not a good thing. She is going to decsend into the whole “Im a </em></strong> who doesnt care about anyone else thing.” Also, I think Ryan is the one who is changing Chelsea’s opinion of me. That actually brings me to the third unbreakable platonic relationship. </p>

<p>Griff and Ryan are VERY good freinds. They are the gayest strait men I know. For someone reason Griff does not like me and is feeding this to Ryan, and I think this is why Chelsea treats me like **** nowdays. </p>

<p>Now dont get me wrong. Im not trying to say that this is not all of my fault. Im sure I am a hard person to get along with. My problem is a I am a know it all. I am very opnionated, and if I disagree with someone I tell them. They tend to interept that as I think they are stupid or something, but I really dont mean that. But this doesnt take into account the change in chelsea. She used to love hanging out with me, we even dated for a year and half! After we broke up we still hung out a hell of a lot for more than a couple months. </p>

<p>Summer is going to suck horribly.</p>

<p>P.S. ALl of the names have been changed, and pretty much everyone that has been named in this stupid rant is the group of people I “hang” out with.</p>

[elusivestranger]

<p>listen i understand there’s this sort of relief in venting out frustration on a public forum, on the internet, where nothing will happen… but you need to do something about it if it really bothers you. perhaps this summer go somewhere, do something interesting… volunteer, go visit family/do a program in another state, just do something where you can meet new people. i can see where you are coming from. </p>

<p>there’s this thing with high school that you see the same people, and everyone gets so sick of the mundane lack of events that people create drama, start dating each other, break up, start dating other people, back stab others, etc. trust me, i’ve been through it all and it only makes you a stronger person. just try and live it out, i’m not going to tell you it will get better or college will be better or anything, but maybe a change of events can help. see if you can talk to other people in your classes or do club events. recently, i went to this girl’s house in my journalism class for a (mind you, substance free) party, and i just had so much fun… it’s refreshing when you can do something with people and actually have fun, as opposed to trying to figure out why people are mad at you. the feeling of walking on egg shells all day long is horrible. basically, i felt like i had to respond because at some point or another, i’ve felt what you have. don’t let yourself get dissapointed in others, and find some activity that can make you happy… there’s a little patch of happiness somewhere or another (trust me, im probably the least optimistic person out there). </p>

<p>oh, and on another note, high school relationships majorly consist of people dating just to date. unless you find something tangible, realistic, then they are the results of utter boredom mixed in with teenage hormones. so don’t feel bad that people are hooking up (it’s spring fever anyways.) </p>

<p>just my two cents, hope it helped!</p>

[tashi87]

<p>look at it this way, you’ll be going to college soon, right? so you can start all over!</p>