My situation is not permanent.

Oh my goodness. Even though you have a new username, you should still be able to find the responses to this question when you wrote it the last two times. “Is it normal?” No, asking the same question over and over again is not normal.

http://talk.collegeconfidential.com/internships-careers-employment/1935465-is-my-situation-normal-considering-that-im-from-an-upper-middle-class-family.html