<p>—> GO DOWN FOR MAJOR HELP THANK YOU 
So here is my story I’m Asian kid living in NYC with a 1.7 GPA who just graduated from not really known High School. I’m not proud of myself I wasn’t always the brightest kid. During my high school years I became depressed because of my family issues and i had a girlfriend at the time. She was my first love and we broke up. I lost my motivation and grew into a depression. I cut school and regret it. I changed my ways for the better during my senior year. I didn’t fail a single class during my senior year. My lowest grades were a 80 and other then that the rest were 90s and above. I was able to graduate with the motivation of my Mom, who helped me throughout the rough time. I was a shy person during my freshman year and now i’m the loudest person who just likes to talk :). I started with 28 credit during my senior year and at the end of the 1st marking period i had 40.33 credits. I made up the credits by doing plato and night school. Lets say i got lucky this year. I had 3 regents i had to pass which was Global, Algebra, and Living Environment. I studied for these 3 test and I wasn’t happy with my results. I failed the Global with 62 and Algebra with a 63. I was shy a few points away but I passed the Living Environment with a 74. I had a chance of getting a local diploma if the superintendent would appeal my regents. She said no because she thought i didn’t deserve a local diploma. I missed my graduation ceremony and i wasn’t able to walk. I was pretty disappointed and i tried my best. I kept my head straight though because i had one more chance. I took the Algebra common core and got a raw score of 31. When the conversion charts came through i found out i passed. I had a chance for a appeal for the regents diploma still. I could graduate if she approved the appeal for one of my regents. She then said yes. YAY! I graduated and got my diploma and i didn’t look back. I was happy, yet disappointed still because i could have done better before. I regret what i did. Most of all i regret what i did to the people around me. My family and friends helped me through it all. They didn’t give up on me so i didn’t give up either.</p>
<p>My Major Problem:
So i knew that with my GPA and having a low family income, that i would have to go to a community college. I applied to a major of liberal arts and sciences. This is not what i want to do. I applied with that because that was like basically a undecided pick for me. But there is something i want to major in but i have no confidence in. There 2 dream jobs i have. One is being a pro gamer but too bad there isn’t a major for gaming. The other is a Fashion Designer. My friends tell me i have good fashion sense and some call me a “Fashion God”. I always like fashion and my mom was like a designer kinda back in China. What my problem is that i want to pick this major but i don’t think i’m up for it. I have no talents in designing. Like drawing and doing photo shop. All i have are ideas in my head but i don’t think that’s good enough. Plus i’m a guy, so i would be the only guy majoring fashion design in my school. Which is kinda good and not good at the same time. It not like i have a problem with being the only guy. It just it would be very awkward for me kinda and intimidating. I lack ambition but i want to try also. I want to open my own brand and eventually be like a well known designer like Margiela or Alexander Wang. I don’t want to be exactly like them though. I know i can learn things but i don’t know where to start. I want to make a choice to transfer majors before the fall semester starts. I’m a great learner and i learn fast. My mom knows how to sew also so that like a start. I want so tips and some help. I don’t know a lot but i’m eager to learn. If someone from a fashion design major can help, Thank you! (Or anyone) I think i’m just overthinking things in my end.
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