<p>I think you spent too much time with this coach and that is why you are feeling this way. Keep it professional especially as this sort of stuff can ruin your rep as an athlete.
Since you are going away to school, bid your good-bye to the coach for good and start fresh. Once the distance sets in, things will become more clearer and the feelings will fade.</p>
<p>Heh. Reread this post again today and I think it just deserves a <em>head desk.</em></p>
<p>No idea what I was thinking, this is not like me at all. I don’t do serious relationships. Been there, done that. Don’t want it again. I don’t like commitment, which is why the last relationship ended. Sure, I like this guy, but I’m pretty positive if it actually came down to a relationship, I’d walk away. I do the same thing every time. I just forget until the time comes. I would never in a million years actually pursue this. Don’t know why I was thinking that last night. Must have been in a mood.</p>
<p>Thank you all so much for all of your words of advice though. It was interesting, and helpful, and I will store it all away for future reference.</p>
<p>Besides, I met the parents tonight, and they are great. Everyone knows you have to hate your inlaws, so we’d never work. lol j/k</p>
<p>Thanks again.</p>