<p>omg should i have just asked her the decision?</p>
<p>omg… maybe i should have… i should ahve asked is silver_wavez, freakish, glory, chumboy, antisthenes, angelnikki, curiouskatie, kissoff etc etc IN?</p>
<p>holy crap… im talking to myself… for the past god knows how many hours since i got home from school… … all ive done this evening is talking on the phone, talking on msn/aim, texting, posting crazily on cc, talking over the dinner table…</p>
<p>TALKING NON STOP! im like a fog horn… i cant stop lol…</p>
<p>hmm so thats 5:30am…
nah ill be sleeping…
neway i dont wanna get all worked up right before opening that email…</p>
<p>i was meant to be drunk on saturday morning when i opened that email… so now…i need to sleep and open it as i just wake up… so the pain will still be numbed if it is a r…</p>
<p>i still can’t believe this… it’s hit me but it hasn’t hit me…
i def. did not imagine that conversation with jessica marinaccio…
omg… someone please call her again to re-confirm my confrimation</p>