<p>Now I’m really in trouble. End of last week, the conference organizer sent me email saying “could you please consider serving on this panel too” and - I was just really really busy, so, didn’t answer her email, but, then, earlier this week, I felt really guilty, so I called, got her voicemail, before I could stop myself left a message saying yes I’d be delighted to serve on the second panel. (When will I learn.) Oh and I was leaving the message I was sort of remember that the subject matter had the word “international” in it, so I thought well if it’s international anything at all I can probably figure it out, how hard could it be. </p>
<p>So she sends email back to me basically saying “YAY” (why???) and today was the conference call with that panel’s moderator and all the participants. </p>
<p>How embarrassing. I have NO clue at all about the subject matter. I know the industry but not at this level - these people circulate in policy functions at the U.N. level - they work with entire groups of countries. And they’ve been doing it for 20 years. And the moderator wants ten PowerPoint slides - by Sunday. I cannot even figure out how to segue enough material for ONE slide, let alone ten. And I think the other people on the call today knew it, too. </p>
<p>Even worse, the most experienced and articulate person on the panel is also on MY panel, which is the one immediately after. </p>
<p>It looks like the only thing I can do is read everything I can get my hands on, and hope that I can figure out some way to fit into the discussion. </p>
<p>They might’ve just asked me to do the same topic - immune monitoring of etc., results would be about the same lol.</p>