please chance me:

Chance Me / Match Me
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Hey collegeconfidential… =(
So I applied and everything and now im just now spazzing out to the point where im like… “why the fu(k did i apply there…” and “why did i NOT APPLY THERE!!!” (ugh) anyways, looking at my stats, where do i stand ? I’ll probably crawl up into a ball, and buy a belt and a chair after this today… here’s my suicide note (metaphorically.)

so before you cringe, gauge your eyes out, and curse at your computer because you couldn’t believe my idiocy in applying to some of these colleges… here it is… in all of it’s… glory ?

if i get into Chicago/Vanderbilt… it’s gonna feel like standing that flag on Iwojima…

enough of that.

some of my sad, autistic, stats…
state: TN
ACT: 32 (GA TECH, UCHICAGO, TUFTS <-- they superscore…)
ACT: 30 (VANDY, TULANE, EMORY)
GPA: 3.75 (i had a dip during my junior year because i overloaded myself too much… the autism is real…
mock trial (tues, thursday 2 hours)
track and field (everyday 1 hour)
working (6 hours)
music (mondays 3 hours)
robotics (subject to change but generally 5 hours.)
tutoring (3 hours divided throughout a week)
church volunteering (volunteering at church 1 hour.)
)
Male

course load
most rigorous (i hate my life for doing this… could have gotten a much higher gpa…)

honors (just putting 4 of them on here)

  1. Robotics competition 1st place in KY
  2. Robotics competition 2nd place in America.
  3. Accepted into prestegious music academy in KY (over 100 people apply each year for a 4-5 POTENTIAL seating opportunity)
  4. state math awards.

activities

  1. tutoring people for 3 years (5 students)
  2. working a 5-6 hour job 4 days a week.
  3. Robotics club 10,11th grade
  4. music academy 4 years
  5. mock trial 2 years.
  6. track and field 2 years.

recs
i had 2 from my teachers and one from a professor that ive known for 5 years… they should be decent… i hope. =(

essays
Most people said they were good… but im not so sure… i have a tendency to put myself down a lot so im not sure.

ALSO
if i had known that

Stanford and Johns Hopkins had superscored the ACT i would have at least applied… but since i DID NOT (****) how can i apply to transfer to those schools ?

like… do i need to wait for 2 years or something?

to be COMPLETELY honest… im sort of having a spaz attack. im probably just gonna burn the damn letter before i even read it. i hate my life rn ?

seppuku…(thank god im japanese…)

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Just chill a little. Nothing you can do now.

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@SoMuchRegret Why are you asking for “chances” when you don’t think you’ll be happy at those schools?

You should try to have a more positive outlook. I have made much worse mistakes than “not applying to a certain university because they superscore the ACT.”