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it would not be fair for all the people who supported me that I would give up without even trying my last help option.
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Fair???
You do not owe these people. You do not pay these people back for their support by ruining your life with massive debt.
Believe me…these people will go about their merry ways whether you go to school in your home country or bury yourself in debt. They do what’s best for their lives. You do what’s best for your life…and that’s not taking on big debt.