I think in terms of diction, miserable in a British connotation means “I’m not quite sure” instead of “painfulness or misery”; again this is a before-ED result anxiety and there’s perhaps no need for you to point out " this is all hypothetical." My real question is what I wrote as my question instead of other things I talked about, such as ED2. I think if I haven’t mentioned much about finance, it probably means it is not of significance in terms of my family income. "The other when you go back to your home country after graduation? " I don’t care about what others think, I care about getting a job and most companies in Asia will probably assume a LAC as a community college/random no-name-your-parents-r-rich-so-u-went-abroad-and-u-know-nothing, they are not Americans and they have stereotypes on any uni ending with COLLEGE.