<p>I wholeheartedly agree with Drosselmeirer. No other racial minority in America has experienced the same level of sustained systematic soul-destruction that African Americans have experienced—and that’s saying a LOT, given the baldfaced atrocities some other races have also face in this country! </p>
<p>A few weeks ago, I related in another thread on the forum, that it greived me greatly to discover that I had no way of tracing my family tree back more than about 4 generations, unlike my German American husband, whose documented family tree goes all the way back to the late 1600s. </p>
<p>The widespread practice of disregarding familiar ties, and selling off individual slaves at whim, along with slaveowners’ tendency to keep extremely poor records when it came to identifying slave names and origins, serves to thwart any attempt at extensive geneological research for most African Americans. I cannot explain to you how much I resent the fact that I have no “legitimate” name, one which reflects my true heritage, my African heritage. Slaves were routinely named, Sally, or Buck, or Toby, having been denied access to any knowledge of traditional tribal names. Usually, they were not even given sirnames, and when they were, they were almost always the name of their masters. They were stripped of their native language, and greatly discouraged from speaking proper english. I envied the African students whom I met in college. They KNEW who they were! They had a culture all their own. They had a language all their own. They had a NAME! I wanted that. Out of whole cloth, for over three hundred years, Black Americans have been trying to carve out a basic human birthright, something that every other race in America has been able to blithly take for granted. </p>
<p>To meet me, you’d never guess that I carry such a fundamental ache inside, such a feeling of deficit that is always just under the surface. But I assure you it is there, and it’s not just something I can “get over”. I cope with it. I push it down as far as possible most of the time, distract myself with other thoughts, and the minutea of the day to day. But, the whole subject of AA brings it boiling to the surface. </p>
<p>If you are offended by this, well, I can’t help you. If you think I’m “playing the race card”, well then just think what you want. But don’t tell me that AA is an egregious injustice. If you think that, you have no idea what an egregious injustice is. Egregious injustice is more than two hundred years of the most dehumanizing form of slavery ever devised, and 100 years of Jim Crow, with most Americans feeling JUST FINE about it. Egregious is constrasting this fact with the disproportionate outrage many now express because a relative few black kids have had their race factored into their college admissions. Egregious is the way The Civil Rights Act, and a few words of Dr. Martin Luther King, are being used to bludgeon black people into submission with the supercilious claim of “reverse discrimination”. You don’t know from discrimination! I’ll tell you what—let’s trade places. Let’s talk afterward. </p>
<p>I’ll probably regret this later, but I’m hitting “send”. Warm up you flame-throwers. I don’t give a *&%@!</p>