But that won’t happen to me!
I would disappoint everyone who wants me to go. I guess I’m in the wrong, anyway, and no one here (at least on here) wants me to even go to college…or so it seems.
No, no, no! This sounds like worst case scenario.
all this constant “Don’t go! You should delay college for another year!” makes me wonder why people think this community (CC) is friendly! It’s not. No one wants me to go to college!
At the end of the day, it’s my decision! I…(okay I could write more but I am quite mad about the reactions provoked from my last post)
Well I already have depression so what’s the chance it’s going to get worse?!?! I’ve already learned so much this year-like not to take a gazillion AP classes at once!! Because then I’ll get burnt-out. And to space out my classes in college.
It can’t get worse then this. It can’t.
I’m crying. I’m crying right now because what happens if I don’t get in anywhere. Or if I do get in somewhere, commit to that school, what happens if they don’t take my accommodations seriously?
To all the people in my past threads who have told me
“I’m so excited to see where you land”,
or something like that.
It clearly is not true anymore.
It’s okay, I don’t care to disappoint everyone. Please, if you want, go on with your life. I don’t think I can think any longer about this.
Hi, um- thanks for that brief message, it really helped me understand actually what everyone is trying to say without me overthinking that everyone wants the worst for me and just thinks that I’d only do well if I deferred a year, which I know is not true.
I can try…I have so many other schools I’m excluding for very different reasons, it’s not just the 13th grade one–
Hey, if a moderator finds their way onto here, I kindly ask to close this.
It’s causing me a lot of anxiety, and this anxiety is for many different reasons, and no one reason can be devoted to one post. It can be devoted to my extreme paranoia about the future and keeps coming back if I think about this post.
So–I get it if you guys are tired of closing my posts, but this time, I really need it.
Thank you for understanding.
I don’t plan to reopen this thread either, but I guess we’ll see how things play out.
Done. Please know that everyone posting truly wishes you the best and is trying in their own way to help you succeed and live a happy and healthy life. Keep in mind that text does not always express the emotions behind it so it’s easy to misread someone’s intended message. (We also have posters who are not native English speakers.)
