<p>sigh. for having 2 sisters in medical school, me going to college and probably not getting alot of financial aid, i feel bad for my parents whenever they spend money on clothes and such. i recently bought a new instrument, which cost $3,800, even if it was suppose to cost #4,400. i take private music lessons, costing up to $55 a lesson for an hour and usually have them weekly, and then tennis which is around $60 per hour which isnt as frequent. my dad’s so busy now a days, and we’re not the richest bunch of the bunch, but not the as wealthy to reciece financial aid (my sisters recieved none)</p>
<p>my area doesn’t have much for retail stores. there’s a barnes and noble, starbucks, target, walmart, mcdonalds, subway, applebees, tgi fridays rite aid etc. it’s a gang filled area as well, so i don’t want to work near that. i’ve been filing for the last 2 years, but it puts me to sleep lol. i really want to work at barnes and noble, but is their pay good, and i need schedule flexibility (volunteering at the hospital, school work, studying, tennis, music, orchestras). i’m just really screwed!</p>