<p>I feel like I am screwed.</p>
<p>I worked so hard taking all the senior courses in my junior year. And since my school does not offer many AP courses, I self studied Cal AP/Micro,Macro AP - and sadly scored 3 on all of them except Macro Econ AP. I took Stats AP this year and I scored 4. I am devastated.</p>
<p>I should have known that I have no talent in these kinds of stuff… really.
I shouldn’t have self-study…
My Ivy League dream is utterly fading away. It’s very depressing and embarrassing.</p>
<p>So here is my stat</p>
<p>at least over 90 % overall GPA
hoping to get over 2150 on SAT I and over 700 on SAT IIs ( haven’t taken them yet)</p>
<p>Club president for 3 years
Leadership, Model UN, YCI, university political club, university mock parliament
enrolled in university dual-credit program in my senior year
four AP - two 3s and 4s
work at Provincial maritime museum
speak 4 languages</p>
<ul>
<li>up to here there is nothing interesting</li>
</ul>
<p>hooks
-single mom/ low income/ killer personal essay</p>
<p>disadvantages
-low AP scores
-international (canada)</p>
<p>I know there are so many people who are obviously better than me.
But will I realistically give up now???
I’ve never felt this way before… really.</p>