Hi everyone,
So, I have a current situation that I need help mulling over. Basically, I need to decide whether to complete my senior capstone (academic research project that will be around 30 pages) this upcoming August with the current adviser that I know and trust or take it next winter when I come back from France with a yet-to-be determined adviser.
Here are the details:
I’m studying abroad in France next fall, so my capstone needs to be taken either this upcoming summer or winter. It’s supposed to be like 12-15 weeks’ worth of work and can be my writing sample for grad school if I do it this summer. I’m planning to somehow tie it into writing center studies since I’ve already been doing research in the field, but I don’t have any exact idea yet.
I COULD take it next winter, but a.) the adviser is changing and the department doesn’t know who the one will be, b.) I’d be doing it a good 6 months after finishing my writing and rhetoric degree (I’m done with all the courses after this semester) and so will will be rusty, c.) I’ll probably have some reverse culture shock going on, and d.) I don’t know if the new adviser will even allow me to do writing center studies stuff whereas the summer adviser will.
To avoid all the aforementioned issues, I could complete it this summer, but a.) I don’t know what I want to research and I’d have to write up a proposal and basically plan out the whole project before the semester ends and I’m already swamped with 20 credits, b.) I’d have to do an extensive amount of research and writing this summer while desperately trying to finish it before hopping on a plane to France, and c.) The thought of it all completely stresses me out.
This is also complicated by the fact that one of the professors who was supposed to help me with this is now leaving our university and won’t be around next winter (I think she was supposed to be the person to take over advising). With her it would have been fine to do in the winter because she would have helped me get started this summer and helped me catch back up in the winter, but I don’t know when the new adviser will be assigned and if they’d be as flexible with me. The current adviser is trying to figure it out to help me, but he admitted that he personally doesn’t know if the new adviser would be willing to let me start this project in the summer (the planning) and then finish it in the winter (the writing/researching).
I honestly don’t know what to do. I have a hard time staying on track with conference presentations and other larger scale projects, so if I were to do it this summer, I’d need to somehow seriously pace myself and hold myself accountable, perhaps by pairing it with taking a class or something. This will be a big deal for me because it’s my final project in the major and, if I complete it in the summer, it can be my writing sample for grad school.
If I were to be honest, I’d admit that I really want to take it this summer because I know and trust the adviser and want him specifically to help me with my work, but I have my reservations because of the short time frame and the stress it could induce. I know that I could probably pull it off if I gave it my absolute all and stayed focused and productive, but there’s still room for human laziness and the fear of not doing well enough.
So, any thoughts on what I should do? I need to decide quickly because if I do it this summer, I need to get planning like yesterday.
Thanks!