Good for you! seriously: you are trying to make something work, and it isn’t. Listen to yourself- it’s a hard thing to learn how to do well, but it will matter your whole life.
Pretty much every poster (and there are some of the best regular CCers above) is saying the same thing: step back, look at your application as a whole and think about what ties it all together. When you look at your ECs, your academic interests and choices, what your teachers see when they look at you as a student, what your GC sees when they look at you as a member of the community- what do you want to draw attention to? What parts aren’t easily seen? What are you proud of / surprised by / excited by / working towards etc.